devices

[elazar]

i plan to
attend
the worlds
end
if i can
if not
i the sot
will have
been
in
the lot
of the
devices
which
i devised
with shady
eyed
reflexes
like what
to a mutt
would be
offensive
e.g.
me
on a
reaction
no traction
floundering
in my head
like lead
chained to my
soul
so i could
mole my
way to high
thoughts
delirious
pain
slain
in my cots
for a moment
then i joked it
humor me
hunny
i need something
funny
this instant
or i might
miss it
or trip over
a landlocked
landrover
cocked and loaded
yet
eroded
by my fears
of tears
or a broken
heart
part of which
might need a
stitch
made of bitch
and steel
so at least
i feel


*note*
i was riding home on the 4 train last night and it was late. i started singing "suzanne" and went through all the songs i knew and felt nostalgic of for lc in my life.
have been writing allot lately. this is tonights piece
salut
elazar