I also liked the way he expressed this:There is a moonlight
that passes through each of us,
you can't look it up
in the Shorter Oxford.
It took a little to keep the layers of people straight, with who knew and was talking about whom, but it was worth it. Thanks for sharing this, Adam.Today I met a taxi-driver
who used to workshop the disabled
in art and craft.
. Enjoy your melancholy and solitude. The door to the old ute will remain perpetually open for you.
? . Try not to be too long . I'm a very-little drinker, too . and hug
, no but for its rhythme, which flows right into my veins, the life in it, and also for its melancholy.why mystery, why not just being open, direct and without secrets/ mystery?
Phenomenal closure:I saw that stick
a knotted and rough
fruit tree pruning
broken and torn at his feet
next to his heart
Thank you so, so much, Mat, for sharing this incredible poem.I knew again that
adults are not wise...
...and my unbroken legs
would take me to sunshine.
... and so true. I agree with all that Adam said to you, Mat.For truth of this nature to be released in a coherent [and concrete] manner, with such flow and intensity, is so valuable to you the writer, and to your readers.
You are right Diane, they have accepted it. BTW, I'm glad you had a good time in Ireland.
I love LC not only for his voice , no but for its rhythme, which flows right into my veins, the life in it, and also for its melancholy.
Hey English speakers, listen more often to music you do not understand the lyrics!
On my unbroken little legs (Part 1)
I was 5
and she was the lovely caring nun
talking of love
making my little heart smile.
We left the classroom
for assembly
and they talked and talked
and Patrick and I whispered.
She escorted me
alone
back to our room.
Dark and stark
she loomed above me
I looked up bewildered
as she beat the back of my legs
with the cane handle
of her feather duster
"never talk at assembly!"
she spat down at me.
This is not Love
you silly woman
I thought
As I hobbled to the sunshine
and my friends
on my bruised but unbroken legs.
On my unbroken little legs (part 2 )
Mum left when I was four
returned when I was five
reluctantly
and for us kids it was never
again
a happy home.
At her parents place
that lovely weak man
that selfish old woman
that disenchanting world
full of hostilities
for little boys
...dad dragged me out
down the gravelled path
to the back of the green galvo shed
where he beat my little legs
till they bled.
One leg was grandma
the other was mum
I saw that stick
a knotted and rough
fruit tree pruning
broken and torn at his feet
...next to his heart...
my crown of thorns.
I hobbled back
along that Gethsemane way
sobbing
Dad sobbed behind the shed
we were both bruised and bleeding
and walking that graveled path
somehow I understood
I knew again;
adults are not wise...
...and my unbroken legs
would take me to sunshine.
The Death of Gelert the Wolfhound
In the Glaslyn Valley high in the mountains of Snowdonia in north Wales is the little picturesque village of Beddgelert, not a hive of industrial activity like Cardiff, Swansea, or any such like place in the south; but a place that is heavily dependent on its tourists. Among its attractions today, on the outskirts of the village, is the grave of possibly this country's most famous dog; Gelert. Thus was how the village begot its name:- Beddgelert - Grave of Gelert
To tell you of Gelert I must take you back to the times of another of my Country's great princes, Llywelyn ap Iorworth or Llywelyn The Great. Llywelyn was a grandson of Owain Gwynedd and grandfather to Llywelyn ap Gruffudd (Llywelyn the Last). He was born in the year 1173 in the beautiful Lledr valley, on the eastern side of Snowdonia. His home of Castell Dolwyddelan stood on a knoll on the southern slopes of Moel Siabod, guarding the way west over Snowdonia from the Conway valley.
Prone to the fortunes of the weather, rising mists and cold bitter winds the castle was an unforgiving place. Care not taken whilst on guard duty atop of the tower during gale force winds, meant sudden death from being blown into the valley below. The castle was also a cold place in the time of snow, but snow was to its advantage for it helped to seal the valley against those that on many an occasion wished they could break the stranglehold of Snowdonia by the Prince of Wales.
Much of Llywelyn's mature life was spent in the Organisation and defence of Wales. On his succession to the throne of Gwynedd he swore in 1201 an allegiance to King John of England and in 1205 he married his illegitimate daughter Joan. However, Llywelyn never intended that himself or Wales should remain subservient to the English throne.
Llywelyn enjoyed hunting, for it not only gave him the thrill of the chase, but provided meat for the table. So whenever he could, he would leave his court of Aberffraw and cross the Mennia Straits and head for the mountains of Snowdonia. Once there and unleashed, the great Irish Wolfhound pack led by their leader Gelert would be heard baying; as they picked up the scent of a stag and began the chase. Many times they would lose one, then pick up another, only to lose that one too. By then Llywelyn would find himself way to the south, indeed there were occasions when he was as far south as Mawddach river causing him to encamp in his newly built castle of Bere in the the Desenni valley, this resulted in him being away from Joan for several weeks at a time.
After Gruffudd his son was born, Joan was having none of this and demanded that he should build hunting lodges so that she could accompany him. So throughout Snowdonia they were built, but it is the one that was built near today's Beddgelert that concern us; for this is where my story of Gelert the Irish Wolfhound comes from.
The great bounding wolfhound was a favourite of all that came across him. He was as gentle as a lamb to all those that showed kindness to his master and his family. Woe betide anyone however, that the dog thought should show more respect. Then he would sit right in front of the visitor, bare his teeth and emit a deep warning growl.
At meal times Gelert would sit at his master's side, the only one of the pack allowed to do so. His head would loll to one side and his tongue would hang out, while one ear would be cocked for the sound of the slightest movement of a tasty tit bit from the table; which he more than often got.
When Gruffudd Llywelyn's oldest son, for there was Dafydd as well, was old enough to crawl the youngster was as rough as he could be with him, in fact many times the great dog could be seen walking around the lodge with young Gruffudd hanging on to his tail. When the time came for the young prince to be put to bed Gelert, as often as not, lay alongside his cot to protect his young charge. Llywelyn desperately wanting his pack leader on a hunt would shout at him and try and cajole him in an attempt to get Gelert to accompany him. Gelert however, would have none of it, then he would bare his teeth and growl at Llywelyn too. Soon the pack had a new leader and the giant hound stayed in the lodge protecting his charge. When Gruffudd got to the toddling stage Gelert and him were inseparable, they would play and roll around together inside and outside the lodge whenever the hunting party met there.
It was such a day late one Autumn when Llywelyn, Joan and the family were at Beddgelert, that the death of the great dog occurred. Young Gruffudd had been put to bed and the family were away up the valley where the hounds had trapped two great stags. On returning to the lodge after the successful hunt Llywelyn eager to see his son burst in through the door, there to met with a devastating sight. The cot was overturned, there was blood everywhere, and worst of all the great wolfhound's jaws where dripping with blood. Thinking that Gelert had turned upon Gruffudd and savaged him to death, Llywelyn withdrew his sword and plunged it into Gelert's side. Ooh the howl of great dog, as it sunk to the the floor in its dying throes, reverberated around the mountains and I am sure that such was the noise that it was heard at Aberffraw as well.
Beside himself with rage Llywelyn almost missed the little snuffling noise which emitted from the corner of the room, when he did so he rushed forward and threw aside the empty cot, below it it still alive was Gruffudd; but more surprising was that below him was the body of the biggest wolf Llywelyn had ever seen. Full of remorse with his child in his arms he rushed back to the great wolfhound's side. Cradling the dog's head in his other arm in an attempt to ease the pain Llywelyn received one last lick from the great dog, as though in forgiveness, before he died.
It seemed that the great wolf, intent on devouring something, had entered the lodge. Gelert suspecting that it would attack his young charge had met it head on in a battle to the death. When Llywelyn returned after the hunt Gelert had met his master with a great sense of achievement and pride, but his reward was to feel the sharp thrust of steel into his side for doing something he could not understand.
Months after the death of the great hound Llywelyn, still beside himself with grief, erected a memorial stone south of the village near the Glaslyn river, where he had laid the great dog to rest. The stone is still there today many hundreds of years later, cared for with love by the residents of Beddgelert
.
