by hadley on Wed Mar 28, 2012 1:41 pm
Interesting discussion. I guess we all have different interpretations of these things but for what it's worth here is mine...
I think the Banjo = the body. "There's something that I'm watching, means a lot to me" - the 'me' here being Consciousness watching the body going about it's business on the "Dark infested sea" (of life)
"Don't know how it got there, probabaly taken by the wave" hints at how we're all basically a product of the universe and didn't have much of a choice in where we are (nobody chooses when they're born, to which parents, which genes they will carry, what conditioning they will experience etc) - I've seen a couple of times Leonard has described free will as "exaggerated" and how "nobody can help the way that they are." In Going Home there is the line "he does say what I tell him, he just doesn't have the freedom to refuse."
"Off of someone's shoulder, or out of someone's grave" - hints at how we are all connected, not only physically (i.e. if you think about it, the majority of our bodies are made up of water, which has in the past formed many other bodies, as well as the food we eat being part of a cycle) but also psychologically in terms of taking on the moods / behaviours of other people (e.g. spend 10 minutes with someone who is angry and your mood may change.... now consider the cumulative impact of all the people you've encountered within a lifetime and the effect on your character)
The "It's coming for me, no matter where I go" verse to me signifies how Consciousness needs a body to experience the world and how, as a result, we're stuck obsessing over our bodies that we find "no matter where we go" which of course harms us as it leads to the creation of the ego (in a psychological sense, not so much as in 'pride') which makes us obsess over trying to protect and better ourselves all the time.
I don't know if I've explained what I think well here but if not then maybe these words by the teacher (Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj) of Ramesh Balsekar, himself a teacher who Leonard visited, might explain things better. "Don't you see that all your problems are your body's problems - food, clothing, shelter, family, friends, name, fame, security, survival - all these lose their meaning the moment you realize that you may not be a mere body."
It's interesting that Going Home was mentioned, because to me in Banjo, Leonard is taking a similar detached stance that he took in Going Home where, to my mind, the narrator in the song is Consciousness or the "real self" (I hate using these terms as they can be so misleading) looking across at Leonard the body /ego character, getting ready to let go of the "burdening costume" of the body / mind before finally reaching Home.